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Adopted forceably by miscarriage of justice November 2007, with baby brother Connor-Ethan Stephen Meagor (b. 7 Oct 2006, Torquay) your Mummy's still thinking of you.
At present, social services have renaiged on the promised & court ordered letter contact that ought to be happening this time each year, so I'm posting here in the hope that maybe your adoptive parents will find this & tell you about it.
Mummy's now living in Co. Leitrim in Ireland & continues to miss you both terribly. I have your kitten Loki still with me, though she's a big cat now - almost four & has had kittens of her own. I have one of her kittens, Odi living with me now too.
I have copies of the pictures your adoptive parents sent to your grandmother pinned up by the fireplace, so I can talk to you every day & focus when sending you my love.
You both look very happy & beautiful & I understand that your new Mummy who's an architect & your new Daddy who's a Celtic Musician are making sure that you both continue to have music lessons
& that you both take a dance & a martial art class just like I wanted for you. I'm very glad that they've incorporated that for you. I understand your new mummy also takes you horseriding at the weekends now. That must be fun. I'd love to know more about what you've been up to. Perhaps you could keep a scrapbook or a diary for me? I'm keeping a diary for you to have when you get older & I have the basis of your personal Books of Shadows here - I haven't sent them via "social" services as your social worker is an evil woman with a firm bias against our culture, so I'm keeping that information safely here for you to incorporate into the ones your new family helps you to build.
I'm so greatful to your adoptive parents for being there to continue to raise you Pagan - it at least makes up for some of the heinous acts your "social" worker made against you.
I will keep posting for you until such time as the proper letters are re-instated,
& hopefully, English Law will be the same when you're 16 - they'll HAVE to help you find me. I'll help you to find me too - I'm making a point of being as easily traceable as possible for you through the web. Look for me, I'm leaving hints everywhere.
In time, as soon as I can afford it, I will be pursuing your case to Europe to try & get some justice for you. I will not try & uproot you from your new parents though, it would be cruel to you, them & ultimately all of us as an extended family. I will fight to be a bigger part of your life though & I don't want you to feel cut out from the family. You have a place here, you've family waiting for you & a home & support to return to whenever you want it.
Please remember how proud I am of both of you & how special you always were, are & will be to me.
Until we meet again my beautiful, beautiful children
All my love
Mummy xx
P.S. - Raine, this picture is of you last spring (2008) - there's one of Connor-Ethan too, but it wont let me upload both |
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